Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Feeling less dramatic

Ok, so I had a bad day.

You know, sometimes you have your heart set on something and it doesn't work out that way.

Part of why I was sad was : LOOK AT THIS!

This beautiful mock-up of my house. My house as it was meant to be. My cute little darling house. It WANTS to be the house in this picture. It WANTS to grow up and have people driving by point and say, "Look at that cute house! I want a house like that!"

And then I had a conversation that may lead to me not being able to let my house achieve its full potential. Yes, I may need to sell the house.

If you know me, you know I like my house. You know that I've put a lot of work into it. That it was OK before, but it's even better now. You'll know that I was lucky to get it. That I take good care of it.

And I'm sad to think that I may not be able to get HERE, to this picture. But I realize that it will work out, no matter what happens. It will work out, even if I have to be separated prematurely from my baby.

Also, thank you to my neighbour who is the greatest neighbour of all time who has the prettiest house on the street and who, if I do have to sell, I want to bring with me wherever I go.


Anonymous said...

I feel so very sad for yoYou know that you need only ask & we will do what we can to help you keep that baby

Anonymous said...

what?! you're having a baby?! that's great. oh. nevermind. but i still love you. and your house and garden. i also wish i could have found the time to do as much work on my place as you have on yours...what a transformation. i am jealous of having a fun place that needs some love. i live in a boring box, which looks just like all the other boxes on my street. sigh. maybe i need a new house...