Something is wrong with me. I feel like something is missing. And yet, I feel like there is way too much going on and am horribly anxious.

My mind is spinning.
Sometimes I wish I could just walk over to my friend's house and hang out and laugh and feel comfortable.

Since that's not possible, I'll just try to think of what I really like to do - what would make me feel better and go do it. Like Raye would.