I am super emotional today.

Alex and I had such a nice weekend together and I'm sitting here thinking how sad I am that I'll only see him again on Wednesday and even then he'll be playing at Healey's and I won't have much opportunity to talk to him.

Maybe my brother's engagement is making me all relationship-crazy.

But, no. It's not just that.

Someone told me last night that when Alex looks at me his whole body changes - softens - and he gets this funny half-smile, no matter whether he's sitting beside me or across the bar.

He'll hate that I'm writing this. He thinks I make him out to sound like a wuss.

I think I make him out to sound in love with me. And I'm OK with that.